I missed out 2 rounds of medication and by the time the following timing came, I was becoming quite manic.

You have no idea what it feels like.

Its difficult for me to explain to you what it feels like to slowly start losing it.

Maybe I can sum it up in one word; FRUSTRATING.

Your mood suddenly drops and you get fidgety.

You start thinking up alot of nosensical things that have nothing to do with anything.

Your brain feels so swamped and heavy and hot.

I cannot live without. Its crazy.